LUCKY SIN


the return of the unexplained...

had a really long ass double episode dream today, involving practically familiar faces and the usual weird scenes that i never get. however the weirdest part of all was i found myself stuck in the crib of someone i thought i'd forgotten. they say easy come easy go right? like a one night stand, you'll get over it soon enough. the problem is i think i might have left a space in the back of mind, a lil slot in which unconciously she may have slipped an anchor to which once triggered will remind me of the ever so lil time spent together, the things i've learnt & felt from her.

it's like have u ever felt a sense of instantaneous connection, that click that just lets u know that person's gonna be right for u? And maybe u slide into that sense of having them known u forever, like u were meant to know this person? Maybe to a point where u can imagine a time in the future say years from now still feeling that incredible connection and lookin back at that moment as having been the start of it? its almost like i could feel a cord of light going from me tru her and as that cord begins to grow with the warmth of that connection, i dont know why but dejavu hits me so hard i swear i felt i've had this feeling decades ago, way before birth. I know she's not like "the one" for me, but im ever so grateful to have met her...

Anyways it took me a long long time to come to accept death as a fact although it's scientifically logical, yet we live life ignoring that fact. i know i did, the sooner u come to realize that fact & conciously adapt it to ur day to day life, the sooner u get to move on without hesitation....i know i am.

Labels:

0 Responses to “the return of the unexplained...”

Post a Comment



© 2006 LUCKY SIN Get Free Shots from Snap.com