LUCKY SIN

So i finally found some time to go through the pile of dvd's stacking up on the table. The first was "GhostRider" which was kinda ok i guess despite the lame ass fight scenes. The storyline & characters were tolerable. Next was "Norbit", everytime i see Eddie Murphy it reminds me of his 1983 stand up comedy "delirious". The man's still got it, preety decent piece for a good laugh.

As for series, i've been getting used to "Heroes". It's preety good, a nice blend of trippy shit & lots of blood. I dont remember Ali larter being so hot back in final destination though.

Feeling a lil bit spaced out from the past 2 days of drinking. Went down to belading tuesday night with some friends i haven't seen in a while. Ran into another "Blackout" after some beers. Got preety wasted & busted my knee which i can't remember how.

This is exactly what i needed, to get out, mingle again instead of isolating myself within everyday routine. Started early on drinks yesterday evening right after work. Warm carlsbergs by the beach. This place does seem more appealing with each incrementing beer consumed.

Labels: Booze, Movie Review

Catchy title eh? Got it off from a collegue when he asked me if i've ever tried curry chicken head to which i replied yes due to stress & seconds later realizing i haven't. It's little things like these that breaks tension within repetitive stress modes.

It's a good thing i ran into mr Jaz on msn two days back which initiated a trip down to belading. Normally our conversation over msn would go something like this....

3/8/2007		4:53:39 PM		denatured illusion		+666+		belading?
3/8/2007		4:53:41 PM		denatured illusion		+666+		haha
3/8/2007		4:53:52 PM		+666+		denatured illusion		ko dapat?
3/8/2007		4:54:10 PM		+666+		denatured illusion		i got passpot ni
3/8/2007		4:54:11 PM		+666+		denatured illusion		:)
3/8/2007		4:54:14 PM		denatured illusion		+666+		bh
3/8/2007		4:54:20 PM		denatured illusion		+666+		turunlh
3/8/2007		4:54:27 PM		+666+		denatured illusion		bah ill come see u
3/8/2007		4:54:31 PM		+666+		denatured illusion		what time bagus
3/8/2007		4:54:32 PM		+666+		denatured illusion		?
3/8/2007		4:54:41 PM		denatured illusion		+666+		6.30? hehe
3/8/2007		4:54:49 PM		+666+		denatured illusion		bah ok tu
3/8/2007		4:54:57 PM		+666+		denatured illusion		ill meet u at ur opis
3/8/2007		4:55:06 PM		+666+		denatured illusion		see ya later man

In less than 3 mins, we got a stress killing plan going. It was just smooth sailing all the way into the border since traffic was minimal. After many calrsbergs, some lamb/chicken & running into a few familiar faces later.... i got my humour back. Drop by SG on the way back to drink some more b4 passing out on getting home.

Ever since then it's been mellow at work, things have definately slowed down leaving no pressure whatsoever. And not to mention, it's the weekends.

Labels: Booze

First week of march has been really fucked up, leaving me mentally distorted, stressed out & behaving like some brainwashed zombie half the time at work. Yesterday's trip down to kb & some work related problems the day before, physically worn me out adding more pressure to the already disrupted mental state i was in. If i could name this month it'd be "Fucked up March".

The worst part is i haven't even been drinking. By the time i get off work, all i can do is sit & stare into space letting my mind wander off. Either that or it's a battle between 'Arrested Development' & random movies. In last night's case, it was some crappy ass movie called 'Pathfinder'. Like some overweight piece of bore u've to drag up some hill & drop off at a distant cliff.

I'm allowing things to mess up in terms of relationships too. Can't be bothered with anything anymore, i've lost the will to be genuinely happy & am facing reality. I need a break, a really really long break, away from myself.

Labels: Movie Review

After the past few days of exhaustion, I managed to kill a well deserved sunday afternoon in the pool. Totally satisfied with the choice made & extremely refreshed too. Got to bed by 8pm which was by far the earliest ever on record on a sober yet over exhausted state. Around 6am, for the first time in a long time, i got to make breakfast before heading down to work on time. (which was also a first in a while).

It's one of those days at work where pressure & workload builds up like a bitch. The kind where flashbacks on being a bum seem almost appealing & nocturnal habits are just as natural as taking a leak. Not to mention i'm broke as fuck. Had to get gas in coins earlier this morning & don't even get me started on how i got lunch. Ironically i think i was more better off money wise before landing a job.

Tomorrow night would be an excellent time to catch up on drinks. If my broke ass gets paid that is.

Just had one of the most kickass spicy thai meals ever, which explains the burnt tongue & excessive sweating. After months of scouting restaurants for spicy food i must admit this thai restaurant in serusop is by far the spiciest. I forgot the name though, probably due to being too fucking tired from the shit i had to go through all day.

Spent the early hours in the morning in kb then later seria due to work. Got back around 2 plus & had more areas to cover within bandar zone. The term 'half working day' does not apply here. Within some 20 mins after getting home around 6, i'm out again to check out some soccer game with tweety, 'brunei vs cambodia'.

I'm so fucking exhausted & the only thing i can picture in my head now, is 'pay day' to end this torturous broke ass condition & 'my bed'. So.. is true how you can't yawn without closing ur mouth cause god knows what might enter? According to tweety it's a local believe.