LUCKY SIN


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So.. i managed to survive a long weekend as a result of overexhausting if not surprising events. Lets recap back to saturday night where i made it jz in time to send off sha & hooked up with z, adi & kash for sum party hapening an hour or solater. After the airport we left for tk to meet up with some of the others, but ended up getting stuck for a while layaning a soccer match.

A few back & forth trips between tk & chill's with some light vodka later we all got down tokiulap for sum drinking party. I can't recall the name of the joint but it was preety tight. Kinda awkward at first, but after a cocktail of chivas, beer & my gud old friend mr gordon's.. friendly faces everywhere. It got kinda lateafter a while & with everyone starting to leave, zari decided to move the scene back to her place. she lives like sum 3 mins from kl whichwas probably some 20 mins or so from where we were. Maybe that explains why only me, adi & umi made it there..or was it cz neitherof us had a ride. Well i for one wanted to drink some more, it's never enough even when it is.

After a lil gin & bad attempt frying supper, we hung out in her room learned a lil more about how her life works till5+ am when we all agreed wud be time to catch up on sleep. Getting to bed (or technically the floor & a gigantic pillow for me) was lot easier then getting out of bed. We left her crib by 3+ pm and headed towards gadong to get sum grub. Did sum waiting before actually getting to sink my teeth into sum kuih malaya.

After tamu, we dropped off umi & hung out at adi's. Later on by nightfall the three of usgot down to the snookerium where i was preety surprised with zari's familiarity & experience with the game. Now here's a chick who drinks gin, beer & plays snooker. Maybe being gay's got sumthin to do with this rare(well at least for around here) yet likeable trait but whatever the case, for a chick it's sumthin.

Apparently all gud things must come to an end, me & adi got picked up by esa not before some dinner & meeting up with zari's brothers.Did feel kinda bad bout leaving her since we were supposed to have a rematch on snooker, but then again there's always next time. For therest of the night or technically morning i got entertained by 'the family guy' (funny stuff), some drama & vodka with the guys at adi's. I couldn't quite figure it out but things were moving real slow within my head the whole night & i'm sure it wasn't the vodka.

Not a gud morning due to z's uncle passing away & everyone had to split for the hospital leaving me & esa watching the 'family guy' but not as funny anymore after we heard the bad news. I didnt think i would but i finally got home by daylight via z dropping me off. Oh, and i did manage to squeeze a shower in between this whole lenghty weekend if ur wondering. All in all i'd say i had a gud weekend.

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liquor liquor & more liquor

Sometimes we forget how easy it is to forget someone we lost not so long ago. But then in reality ignorance is never bliss, it's jz another excuse for self enlightnment. For whatever reason, it was easier to follow this path till i've grown to realize that u cant start a story without ending it. So here i am putting the big period in this life drama of mine, all these months of alcohol abuse and self hatred only lead to nuthin more then jz realization of a purpose in, if not the tiniest but yet existing space of existence in this so called life.

Hmmm why that is i cant explain now but im sure i would have an answer to it, as how i have an answer to everything. So whats been happening with me? Well 2 nights ago i had a fucking blast, been a while but it was one of them nights where i felt safe & very happy drinking with the people i really care about. I gotta thanks sha for making this get together happen. The
very next day well, more like yesterday we got together to drink again this time with the same crowd with a few extras.

As usual got wasted, Everyone split by 2 or was it 3 but i remembered heading down to tk for some grub. Ha ha, very ironic but i actually got into an hour or so conversation with my ex chick & her new gf the whole time there. Its nice to see how things are going well for her. Well as much as i hate to admit it, history still counts for chemistry if that makes any fucking sense.

sha's leaving for uk today & although i havent been spending much time with her while she was around,
im preety sure im gonna miss those crazy get togethers she makes every now and then, haha it never gets old mae... :P

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road trip blues

ahh yet another road trip...this time kb for battle of the bands..show started at 8 but we got there close to 9. Due to back & forth trips & buying booze from mr maiwe's maid. Haha i thought this guy was kidding at first but damn how cool is it to have ur own maid sell u booze?

Anyways, jaz & nami was with us on the ride down. Thanks to mr mawie it was scorpions & some random old bands playing over the stereo the whole trip there. The first 1/2 case ran out before we got to tutong. By the time we reached kb we got another 1/2. Then hung out a bit for the show. I'm preety surprised..there was quite a number of talented souls playing.

Nami & jaz did preety gud but we didnt stick around for the results. Mainly cz the beer ran out & we got another 1/2. Erm not much story bout the show maybe cz i didnt remember much else. We left like some 11+ i think, this time with GNR's "better" playing over the stereo all the way back home. This track is new & is not out but it is by far the best song i've heard this whole year. I dunno where to jack it but try looking it up ppl.

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same shit diff day

Been nuthin but living straight for the past few days. No booze, healthy meals, lots of exercise, decent sleepin schedule & allowing my conscience take lead of my actions. Well at least till last night. Caught up on drinking with mr mawie & one.I think its safe to say we all agree on senja being the spot for drinking.

Got back to playing snooker for a bit but hardly any gambling which really sucks. I guess movies fill up most of my time these days, yea the marathon continues.

A scanner darkly - sum animated(the kinda animation that gives u a headache), trippy ass piece bout a drug. Not your average animation crap but could be if u bail out before the ending. Too much BS script..specially from robert downey jr. The story's kinda ok though well at least for me.

Accepted - yea another one of em typical waste of time teen flicks.

Hard Corps - the worst van damme movie up to date.

Snakes on a plane - erm not something u'd wanna watch twice.

Scoop - i've seriously gotta stop getting movies based on the actress, scarlett johansson's in this one but all in all the movie sucks.

Full time killer - This one's old but i really like it, story's bout two assasins's life with one hot ass chick.

Flight plan - Seriously does anyone really watch this crap? oh yea i did..well it sucks.

7 seconds - old old movie but preety ok. Bout some heist gone wrong with lots of killing.

Got around to the hospital tuesday night, adi got in an accident earlier, i gotta admit i was preety freaked out bout the whole thing how the whole ride's all fucked up but he's real lucky to get away with jz a hairline fracture on the pelvis& sum scars. I mean u can walk by a bed with sum patient in a wreck and go "kesian eh" then be on ur way, but when its a friendu actually feel the "kesian eh". My malay's terrible so this is probably as close as i get to describing via this methaphor.

Actually hung out with most of the guys the whole time there but would've prefered another spot for sure. Hopefully he gets out soon.

On the way back from swimming yesterday, i had a flashback while waiting for the red light by chung hua. There were kids running around that greenery by the road & sumhow i started thinkin bout how easy it was back then when i didnt have any responsibilities,pressure or even stress. The only pressure would probably be getting forced eating veges or spanked for staying awake after bedtime.I dont know for sure which have it easier..cats or kids? all the same to me. Come to think of it, as we get older we work to have it easy like kids dont we?

Today was soo fucking tiring..tried some basketball, water polo then squash. Well the change of sports was due to the rain. Just had to get some sweat going to kill em calories.

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time for a sober break

i tried preety hard staying sober but 4days off & 3days straight on heavy consumption really fucked me up. Thursday night got me passing out early at sha's party. It's been a while since i last drank with the old crowd. Told myself to stay off booze for a while after getting up wit sum bad ass hangover.

But then by night i got called up & had to go down belading wit dman. Funny how u can say no to booze but when ur there with 2 rounds of 10bottles each, hesitating is out of the question. Passed out on the way back, must be the swimming. Anyways saturday was kinda slow but eventually led to yet another vodka session.

I think ill try stay off this bad habit for the next few days..i mean if i can lay off smoking should'nt be impossible to stay of drinks right? jz have to wait and see...

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Just killing time

Could have sworn today was thursday if i hadnt checked the date. Well its not surprising seeing as how over the past few days my sleeping schedule has been fucked up. At one point it even went back to the normal hours but then it didnt last. Good news.. i've given up drinking since last saturdays party. How much do u have to drink to actually wanna give up you ask? Too much.. wayy too fucking much lets jz leave it at that. Even had a clumsy attempt spinning some trance tracks. I finally got how the mixer works. Went home when the sun came up as i recalled cz thats when i actually felt sober enough to drive.

As for the past few sober days, i've caught up on some movies & finally finished off some hk drama series 'Forensic Heroes' (preety gud i must say 20+episodes at an hr 1/2 each). As for the movies..

Tokyo Drift - I think this ones better then the first two. Maybe theres not so much white ppl in this one or maybe the hot ass jap girls. And drifting is way more visually stimulating then jz plain ass racing.

Click - I gotta say out of every three Adam Sandler movies, i'd maybe favour jz one. This is probaby one of them. Its got decent humour & some oprah moments so its not so predictable i guess.

Ant bully - Im not big on stuff like this so no comment. Maybe jz one lah.... it sucks like all the rest.

Oh yea almost forgot... i killed a cat by accident last night. Was driving in some simpang and the damn thing came outta nowhere cz some mutt was chasing it. At first i slowed down after running over it & kept telling myself it was a mutt. But then thanks to karma fucking wit me, i doubled back to check it out. It was a cat...took a few mins to die...i felt soo fucking bad cz it was obviously not a stray cat. At 1+ am a proper burial wasn't top of my to do list so i jz moved it off the road to some grassy spot. Felt so guilty for the next hr or so.

Anyways tomorrow's sha's bday so thats a perfect excuse for me to catch up on drinking. Happy Bday amae! Adi Adi!

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