Crap, got up too early, couldn't get back to bed & had the rest of the day to pay for it. Got caught up on Oprah during lunch, something bout top 20 burger joints in the states? It's so much better to be having a meal while sum show on food is on dont ya think? that way ya dont have to be drooling & missing the show to grab a bite.
Tried to cramp a few hours of revision for the test & actually did preety ok. By 7 i'm all tired & looking for a place to catch sum z's. Couldnt be bothered to drive back just yet. Went up the pool house, figured i'd be able to sleep there... i'm not even gonna go into the details on happened next.
The great depression struck otw home, sulking for no apparent reason besides the couple of bucks lost but yet even more sulking for reasons i cant quite figure out. I realized the only two ways i can be totally focused on day dreaming & sulking is while swimming & driving. It's a real concentration buster at times.
Was so glad to be home, got in the shower and just stood under running hot water for a long long while. Completely shut down my mind & let the water take its toll.
Having warm droplets of sharp yet non intrusive liquid hitting off ur face & gradually working its way behind ur ears......... down ur neck........... slowly towards ur belly & the small of ur back........ down ur thighs & finally ......leaving off ur feet. Is just progressively calm to a point where u can literally feel every single drop in ur mind wherever u allow ur consciousness to be at the very moment. Its nice to experience the warm & fuzzy feeling both physically & mentally, With me it's an amazing feeling.
Tried to cramp a few hours of revision for the test & actually did preety ok. By 7 i'm all tired & looking for a place to catch sum z's. Couldnt be bothered to drive back just yet. Went up the pool house, figured i'd be able to sleep there... i'm not even gonna go into the details on happened next.
The great depression struck otw home, sulking for no apparent reason besides the couple of bucks lost but yet even more sulking for reasons i cant quite figure out. I realized the only two ways i can be totally focused on day dreaming & sulking is while swimming & driving. It's a real concentration buster at times.
Was so glad to be home, got in the shower and just stood under running hot water for a long long while. Completely shut down my mind & let the water take its toll.
Having warm droplets of sharp yet non intrusive liquid hitting off ur face & gradually working its way behind ur ears......... down ur neck........... slowly towards ur belly & the small of ur back........ down ur thighs & finally ......leaving off ur feet. Is just progressively calm to a point where u can literally feel every single drop in ur mind wherever u allow ur consciousness to be at the very moment. Its nice to experience the warm & fuzzy feeling both physically & mentally, With me it's an amazing feeling.
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